Tuesday, January 16, 2007
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hate this boring life filled with stupid challenges... time can be spent doing something productive, why must i be borned into this kind of surrounding where lots of unwanted problem arises, such as parental objections. It is solely the reason i want to die right now and not being scolded or lectured or trying to fake myself to show them im not wad they think i am.
life just makes the whole thing boring. how i wish someone kills me fast so i can go up now. although it isnt possible but i still wish for it... standing firm is always nv a good thing. the troubles faced are very troublesome compared to other ones... why cant i just not have THAT problem... haizzz if only i could choose... stupid frick.
i shall stop here and bye.
Alright shall stop here for now !!!