Friday, January 12, 2007
argh sry for late post... my computer unable to connect to internet well...
well today went SP for core meeting... met with melissa and used to comp there... was totally different from expected... den played for like 1 and half hour and den melody came and find me... we den walked around, got my journal and wanted to go to the 'resort' to play... and we both shared 1 umbrella cuz i forgotten i had cheong seng's one in my bag !!! so dumb... den my right shoulder became wet and melody's whole left arm became wet !!! when we reached there, the strict counter lady said only for students den we both became so helpless all of a sudden... had to brave the storm back again... and this time melody's left half of her body was wet!!! den in the end her shirt is half dark and half light... lol... and she was feeling warm while me, with little amount of water on my shoulder, felt v cold... now i realized she so fit !!! lol... den waited for melissa till 5 and begun our core meeting, but i forgot to bring my book! den cannot do... so dumb... den talked abt sumthing else...
talking about tough love... i really hope i dun nid to resort to being strict and make then dislike me... and it doesnt suit my way of doing things at all.. i either use either soft or being violent tactic... hope i can control my actions wellbut , i wun definately have them come all the way down to meet me just to explain certain matters... but i realized there are bound to be times we have to do this... bah...
took mrt home and on the way, a pastor from another church was preaching loudly... i overheard the conversation and i tot they knew each other, but to my surprise, they were actually strangers, and the pastor preach without anycare in this world. i duno if i leak the fagrance of Christ, but when i look at him, he said : "God bless you, be filled with Holy Spirit" and i from that moment on, decide to gain boldness to share with my friends and not care about humiliation or rejection or ppl thinking im crazy. that pastor, before alighting, talked to another foreigner and said "Brother, may God bless you" and the foreigner was like, ok... and most prob he was thinking tt the pastor was mad... but the pastor explain with much ease and he even share the Word while going down the escalator... really admire him... although i am unable to be as humble as him, i will definately grow more in sharing my faith to my friends... den he alighted same stop as me and i followed him into causeway point... he went to take the lift and i dont want him to know im following him so in the end i went home... really regretted the decision doh.... lol
well i shall stop here for now... bye bye !!!
Alright shall stop here for now !!!