Wednesday, October 25, 2006
the encounter retreat wasnt that bad... but i will try to like it... i must like it... but it seems they are avoiding me, i shld change myself, not being too wild... man i hate stayovers at camps... im scared my illness will be leaked out.
ice skating today was rather fun... luckily i did not fall. tommy was the first to fall, nxt was gary, carine den germain and cynthia surprisingly did not fall too. gary and tommy fell from their own mistake, but carine and germain was so-called caused by me. what really happened was that they were coming towards me den i threw ice at them, then they tried to dodge and in the process of doing tt they lost their balance and fell. den skated a few more rounds and went to take dinner at KFC. hmmm germain owe me $5 and i owe carine $5. tt's equal... haha...
then i went to cck and saw my friends, waited at the busstop for a long tym den realized my stuff are with tian en, so i meet tian en and quickly go to the busstop, and the bus had alrdy left, waited a long time, and i was very late. den when i reached there, i went to 3rd floor and there were music room for kids and went to 2nd floor but every where is pitch dark, den went back up 3rd floor and found out it was further in, man, wasted my time... we prayed for 3 hrs and i went back... tt's where i felt lonely... why am i wallowing myself in self-pity ??? why i usually dun wan others to be with me but now i feel lonely ??? and there are around 4 no.67 buses tt passed without 961 coming in between them, why 67 had to be efficient at this time ??? and 961 wad darn slow...
feelin down...
well end here for now, bye...
Alright shall stop here for now !!!
