Sunday, September 10, 2006
haiz... why isnt there smth special to let me enjoy life ???
those fun i have are temporary.. we borned to study, den study to get degree, and get a job which has more money... den we work to have those money to eat so we wont die... but in the end we die of accident or of old age... i just hope someone out there can tell me why in the world did God created us for... to worship him ??? but some how it doesnt feel right... can i just die and go heaven to be joyful for eternity ??? or can i just sleep eternally ??? im really so bored of livingggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg
argh... im starting to miss her again... why doesnt she wanna reply to my msgs... and y make a promise tt u will break and why break it when u wun wanna apologize and hide and cause so much trouble ??? are u taking revenge or smth ???
Can someone just take out my life painlessly so i can go to Father now ??? arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh
shall end here for now..............
Alright shall stop here for now !!!
